One Of Those Days

One Of Those Days
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Ever have one of those days
You know those days when it seems
That everything goes so damn wrong
And nothing ever goes right
Where everything you say
Makes things that much worse
No matter how hard you try
Enemies and loved ones both
Slam your heart back in your face
Ever have one of those days?

Ever have one of those days
Where you want to curl up and cry
Dig yourself a deep chasm of hurt
And just hide away for awhile
When even your good mood
Turns in something so painful
Where all your good intentions
Are used to cut you open
Words sharper than poisoned blades
Ever have one of those days?

Ever have one of those days
Where you feel so powerless
When those closest to you shut you out
Like a door slamming in your face
Where hiding behind your walls
You build back up to mask yourself
Suddenly seems like a good idea
Where falling into oblivion so you can't feel
Seems better than showing your tears
Or admitting someone hurt you deeply.

Ever have one of those days?

~Seraphiel~
June 27, 2005