Reality Defiency Syndrome

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Reality Defiency Syndrome
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I sit listening to the same words
I think I could almost recite them
You're walking along the razor's edge
And with one breath you could tumble over
You've allowed yourself to become consumed
With the idea of falling to the darkness
You're not thinking rationally
Ignoring the world as it moves along
Obsessing over the things in the shadows
Losing your grip on who you are

You're drawing lines in the sand again
You're provoking strong reactions again
You're dancing your dance of despair
Reeling those who care inside your obsession
Smothering them in your reality defiency
And when they try to pull themselves away
You hiss and lash out at their weakest point
Never realizing as you hurt them
How badly you will end up hurting yourself
When you try to make them choose only one

How many times will you push those buttons
How many times will you smother in your war
When will the one you think hangs on forever
Let go at last and slip away from your mire
Did you think attacking that one's soul mate
Would truly be taken into a normal stride
Silence and stoicism can only last so long
Did you never notice the deterioration of your thread
The ties that bind snapping one by one by one

You're drowning in your web of delusions again
Having a difficult time keeping your storylines straight
You're losing track of your worlds again
The web you created no longer meshing
Your realities are waivering and blurring again
As you wander in and out of your lifetime nightmare
How many of your loved ones do you not see backing away
While you seek to entangle them ever tighter
We wonder as you weave your webs of illusion
Will you notice when you've made yourself all alone?

~Seraphiel~